Those people that stay by your side even when it is hard to be your friend. Those friends that wouldn’t trade any other person for you. That friend that notices when you are sad and actually tries to do something to make you feel better. The friends that don’t just wait for you to call to hang out but messages you first to ask to hang out. These type of friends are hard to come by these days but if you are lucky enough to find one hold on them and never let them go.
One day I will be good enough for you. The day that will change everything and finally get you to look at me not just as a friend but more than a friend. I will prove that I am the right person for you and all those others were just jerks that didn’t deserve you. I would love you everyday and cherish just to be next to you. I would make you happy even when everything looks gloomy. That day I will make you and everyone know that I deserve you. I just want you to see that I have changed for the better and that I would be worthy just to be with you. One day.
Let me just say this about men.
So many women these days are abused, molested, raped and more because of the acts of men. It horrifies me just to think that a father would abuse his daughter. You are a fucking father you should be protecting her from perverts out in the world not be one of those piece of shits that hurt her. I know way to many girls that have been abused physically and sexually that is makes me so angry. I would honestly defend them any time of day. It makes me cry just to think about it. I just want everyone of you to know that I love you and I promise that if I knew you I would do anything to help. I would be there for you, I would stay up all night talking to you and I would make sure you were never treated like that again. No girl deserves to be treated like this. Every girl deserves respect because they are a FUCKING human being. Just because someone might be weaker than you doesn’t mean you have the right to take advantage of them. I am sorry I just had to get that out there for all the fucking douche bags that treat ladies like they are not worth anything.
I hate that:
you don’t even notice me sometimes. I hate that I don’t know how you feel about me but I am too scared to ask. I hate that I am not more confident about myself. I hate that I don’t have someone to hold and cherish to give all my love to. I hate that I get jealous when I see you talking to other people. I hate that I don’t make a move to show that I like you. I hate that I can’t make you happy sometimes when you feel horrible. I hate that I can’t kiss you spontaneously because I am too afraid to lose you if you don’t want to kiss me back. I just hate not having control over anything in my life.